[He should have known... It couldn't be long before everyone figured out he's not worth it. For one reason or another. He's lost track of how many times it's happened before.
He is Unwanted.
There's a long pause, while he forces himself to stop shaking, forces his expression back to neutral. He's a master of it. No one needs to see his stupid, selfish feelings, or bother themselves with his troubles. When he does reply - his voice is steady, but cold, tired, and empty. Not devoid of emotion, exactly....just devoid of hope.]
Everything. I'm sorry I'm still here. I'm sorry I'm still screwing up.
[And then he looks up at Mithos, and, of all things, smiles.]
I'm sorry I didn't off myself back on Tuesday, when the motive was given. Might've spared Eliza-chan the trouble.
cw: s....suicidal talk?? idk the exact term i want here
He is Unwanted.
There's a long pause, while he forces himself to stop shaking, forces his expression back to neutral. He's a master of it. No one needs to see his stupid, selfish feelings, or bother themselves with his troubles. When he does reply - his voice is steady, but cold, tired, and empty. Not devoid of emotion, exactly....just devoid of hope.]
Everything. I'm sorry I'm still here. I'm sorry I'm still screwing up.
[And then he looks up at Mithos, and, of all things, smiles.]
I'm sorry I didn't off myself back on Tuesday, when the motive was given. Might've spared Eliza-chan the trouble.